November 2011
3 posts
dreams
i am having horrible dreams. i wake up every hour from them. then cant get back to sleep for forever. when they get to bad i scream to myself in the dream “wake up,wake up.” it usually works. soo with all of that today i am basically too tired to function. i usually work 8-12 then log off forĀ a nap and lunch then log back on at 4. today i am logging off at 11. i dont care about the...
Nov 17th
lets start
My hormones are in overload and 99% of my emotions are not really MY emotions. Noone especially the father understands this, but I have no control. Lets start with the anxiety…it is far worse than I have ever experienced. I feel like the pregnancy is moving super slow and that I will be pregnant forever. I know this is not true, but it doesnt ease the anxiety. I cried when my phone app...
Nov 17th
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