i am having horrible dreams. i wake up every hour from them. then cant get back to sleep for forever. when they get to bad i scream to myself in the dream “wake up,wake up.” it usually works. soo with all of that today i am basically too tired to function. i usually work 8-12 then log off for a nap and lunch then log back on at 4. today i am logging off at 11. i dont care about the extra hour.

my hyperemesis seems to be trying to work its way out of my system. it is thurday. on saturday i didnt throw up at all and i was able to eat pretty much anything. then the rest of the week has been a little died down from normal but still nauseous and vomiting. welp yesterday i had a big mac and it was unsettling somewhat but it stayed down. this morning however, completely nauseous and vomiting i know i need to put something in my stomach but when it is turning like this the thought of food makes it worse.

literally all i want to do is curl up in my blankets and sleep. these next 2.5 hours can not go fast enough.